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Saturday, May 23, 2009
i realised. the whole night staring at blank space. trying to figure out something. maybe every attempt is just useless. just wouldnt help at all. maybe thats why everyone left. this thought keep spinning in my mind. and i have no idea how things are going to turn out. regrets are not going to wrk. i just pray for the strength. but even Him, deserts me as i chose not to turn to Him.
.:sTella:. at 5:55 AM Friday, May 15, 2009
i just wanna say. when something or someone is gone. its gone forever. trying to make it work, trying to patch up e bruises and the hurts... its just futile attempts. simply speechless with how some people think. -_-'''
.:sTella:. at 10:52 PM Monday, May 11, 2009
i guess sometimes. intentions are indeed more grave than outcomes or consequences. somethings u said or done wrong. just aint gonna be forgotten like that. throughout the journey i was thinking. maybe. just maybe. that teeny weeny thought of mine will just come true one fine day. its just a thought that will keep me awake for many a nights. i guess. maybe. its time to go to the church for some enlightenment.
.:sTella:. at 6:59 PM Saturday, May 09, 2009
many people advised otherwise. but the feeling still wont go away. im happy for them. yet... e emotions came. i avoid cos i dun wanna face it. i dun wanna see the facts for what they are. im afraid maybe. maybe... Life's just so straightforward.
.:sTella:. at 7:34 PM |
