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Friday, October 31, 2008
once more. it's happening again. it always happens to me. i hate it. yet it just keeps coming. like a leech.
.:sTella:. at 11:32 PM Tuesday, October 28, 2008
i always try to do the best at anything. work, tuition and private life. but i seemed unable to balance these aspects of my life. tuition wise; my student scored very very well in her exams this year, i've seen her improve so much that i feel elated as well. however, she was still unable to get promoted to express just cos of a mere 2% in percentile. She was disappointed, upset. and at that moment, i felt for her as well. cos we both worked hard. at least to me, its that way. i tried even harder for her younger sister in primary 3 and i went for tuition everyday for almost 2 weeks before her exams. but the weight came crashing today when her results were announced. i cant speak, i cant think. i just felt depressed, upset and guilty. in the end, i still couldnt help her. i felt like i betrayed her mother's trust and confidence in me. the point i din understand, or should i say, get enlightened, was the fact that when its tuition time, she could do the sums alright and fully understood wad i was trying to explain to her. however, the results showed otherwise. i dont understand, i really dont. i just feel...... I F.A.I.L.E.D
.:sTella:. at 9:22 PM Monday, October 27, 2008
 went town with charyl today. she's really getting shopaholic. omg. haha. went lo'ccitane and got a shea butter hand creme, lavender hand creme in travel pack, and lavender pillow mist. damage is $129 i think. hmmm. then charyl went to get 2 bags for work and leisure use. amounting $191. omg... and we were eating the whole day. was so tempted with the hokkaido fair at taka cos got my fave miso ramen. authentic cos served by a japanese chef. but ditched e idea cos we had to wait n queue. ewww. so we had some oden and mix mushroom soup at taka basement; at the japanese stall i couldnt rem the name, but its just beside romanken. lol. after that we went to meridien and had the korean food instead. we shared the bean paste soup and kimchi soup. cheap and nice. i think its only 6 bucks each. yum yum. oh!! and i had the strawberry sandwich from sun moulin. OMG. heavenly can. whipped cream and fresh strawberries and soft white bread. refrigerated till just nice. >.< slurp. overall wonderful day, except that i miss someone badly. -_-
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.:sTella:. at 9:19 PM Sunday, October 26, 2008
 ok, my current fetish and im so hooked to their songs. rock and yet, some soothing duets. they're both from 超级星光大道 Season 2. 赖铭伟 and 黄美珍. omg. i only have two words for this new and upcoming group : awfully jawdropping. their group name is 神木与瞳. quite a sophisticated name right? yeah, so check them out!! haha. i particularly like these two songs : 为你而活, 草戒指. damn bloody nice. lol. you can go check out this link and listen for yourself. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8NKZ8VqyQo . anyway, my schedule for november and december is unexpectedly hectic. omg. plenty of lessons and i think i'll only have weekends free. wth. haix. upset. -_-
.:sTella:. at 10:59 PM Saturday, October 18, 2008
i foresee and predict loads of work. i foresee and predict loads of sales.. i foresee and predict loads of moolah flying away... i foresee and predict loads of people scolding me.... . . . . . . . . . . . DAMN!
.:sTella:. at 11:57 PM Wednesday, October 15, 2008
basically, been busy these two days. working and shuttling between places. had sakae.. and erm, some of my fave food really made my day. but greedy me din have patience to take photos before gobbling down ALL the food. haha. went to ao and xy's birthday thingie on mon. they went to eat sushi buffet but i din go. joined them after that and wenta kbox at hougang plaza. hahah. they took hell loads of photos but guess wad. i din have any of them. haha. thats all for nw. ima gonna zzzz!! tired. ciaos~
.:sTella:. at 3:01 PM Sunday, October 12, 2008
major wants/needs .rosebullet. .integra. .frame. .marie. .japan. .love.
.:sTella:. at 1:30 PM Saturday, October 11, 2008
saw yiwei the very 1st time in 2 months. he looks so much better with a new hairstyle and happier moods. hehe. went zara cos i was looking for a nice pair of pumps. okay, i saw one, wanted to geddit. and.... hesitated. cos the price-tag states: $219. had a pretty little double-take and decided against it. even when its going on sales, it'll cost a hefty $189. i had many little angels telling me how i could put the kah-ching into damn good use. like a hair cut and dye perhaps? hmm. good sTella. listens to angels instead of the usual devils? hehe. gonna show u the food at tonkichi as well. apparently, its damn good. hmm. xuan n yiwei lurrvess the rosu bento set, oh yeah, and the curry sauce as well. does it the purrfecct way. on a random note, was browsing thru past photos and i realised i changed quite a bit. hmm. from a nerdy freak in sec school to now. haha, i'm so not going to post any of the hideous photos la. hehe. shy. >.< and on a sidenote, i'm going to spend my 2009 with my love again! marie schedule book 2009! such a cute little character from THE ARISTOCATS.  Tonkichi. Yokubari set. Niku Jaga. Tonkutsu Ramen.  marie the cute meow. hehe  the damn nice yet damn pricey heels from zara.  ok, camwhore me. but yiwei say this pair of heels make me look like goddess in heaven. so must take! haha. nice?! anyone sponsor? hehe  wad happened to the cute little darling of the past! omg. -_-"
.:sTella:. at 9:32 PM Tuesday, October 07, 2008
 ok, suddenly the feeling of wanting a car is back. so many people getting cars la. omg. jevie and co are ALL getting black honda integras and u can imagine.. damn cool la, 6 black "zhng-ed" integras on e roads. DAMN! and they got the nerve to come tell me, " sTella, so nic3 lei, now coe drop, buy la, worth it!"... omg.. FAINT. The DC5 Integra Type R features a K20A 2.0-liter engine with 220 horsepower, a new six-speed manual gearbox, Recaro front seats, a leather-wrapped MOMO steering wheel, aluminum pedals, aluminum shift knob, exclusive aero parts, and Brembo front brakes.
.:sTella:. at 5:31 PM what can i do. sinking into abyss again. omg. anyway, i so wanna cut my hair. it's
sooo ugly. omfg. short n ash, thats the way i want it!! haha 愛あなた自身。 私を愛しなさい、愛しなさい
.:sTella:. at 12:21 PM Sunday, October 05, 2008
simply bored. gawd. i haven been this bored for eons. i guess i gotta find a job damn soon to get rid of this sense of uselessness. crap.
.:sTella:. at 11:04 PM Saturday, October 04, 2008
a penny for the thought. i think i'm happier now than previous months. even though life may not be puurfect. but thats all part and parcel of life isnt it?! if life is a bed of roses, i think it'll just take away some of the fun in challenging and overcoming the obstacles and difficulties. conclusion? we can only try harder, right?
.:sTella:. at 9:41 PM Friday, October 03, 2008
been busy recently with lots of classes and lots of people to meet. hmm.. "many" haha. met charyl up last sunday and wed, did some catching up and heart-to-heart chat. this girl has been together with me so long. secondary school till now. thanks girl.we had a meal at 店小二. the roasted duck is quite nice. keke. we ordered 药材烤鸭,       ___________________________________________________________________ another point. i have been chionging this tw drama <<篮球火>> since it started. omg. strong cast and it has the female model i like!! omg. 言承旭, 罗志祥, 吴 尊, 周采诗, 胡宇崴, 蒋 怡!! how cool is that. i really really like 蒋 怡. i dunno why. she has the kinda charisma and x-factor oozing. tall and pretty! damn. of cos, the typical kinda tw drama, abit "lame" story-line, "extraordinary" basketball skills. hmmm. but u just cant be NOT attracted to the gorgeous cast. oopsie. now its only till the 10th episode. quickly!! i cant really afford to wait n wait for the episodes to come out. MY EYE-CANDY!!    left to right: 言承旭 罗志祥, 周采诗 言承旭, 吴 尊  my fave 蒋 怡 pretty right?!?! wahhaha
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