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Friday, June 30, 2006
finally e last day of the month. today's KC's 21st. still thinking whether to go or not. jonah's skipping it, so there goes my chauffeur. bah~ keke.. AHMAD jonah!! lol.. hmm, so many things happening in my life now. dun even know how to handle it. sher, missing u big time. so much for ur cruise. -pout- i'm at a loss for words now. unable to express what i feel. i think i should go on a hiatus. bar myself from saying anything wrong. anything out of context. period.
.:sTella:. at 10:48 AM Thursday, June 29, 2006
i'm still feeling damn sleepy. biological clock tells me its 8 n i gotta wake up, so i did. but haven have enough sleep to last me through the day man. -yawns- bell came town after school yest n waited for me to end work. thanks dear. n her wanting to save up abit on transport expenses, we took 174. gosh. it'll definitely be the 1st and last time i'm gonna take a bus home from town. the journey was horrid. pple squeezing thru to get seats, bobbing bus ride which made me nauseous.. in short, it sucks. i'll be getting my july schedule soon, hope it's good. or else i'll sooner die. talking abt july, several of my guy friends are gg NS soon!!! i know serving e nation is like a must, blah blah blah.. yeah, but dat means less outings-----but more calls and sms-es.. haha. i'll miss u all. -sob- now, back to my lala-wonderland. tata. =current lemming= coach soho metallic hobo  =my personal indulgence=   Daria Werbowy is hot. extremely symmetrical sharp features. n wonderfully canadian. fronting lancome's hypnose fragrance. she's HOT!!! -sweat-
.:sTella:. at 8:20 AM Tuesday, June 27, 2006
oh ho ho. once a saint always a saint! if hongyao never initiate this gathering, i think we wun even think of meeting up la. so.. thanks hongyao! appreciate e effort u made to contact all e pple!! haha. even tho i was very late, it was nonetheless nice and sweet to see all S52-ers. haha. seriously, quite a few turned up which was great!! junming, mel, allan,leonard, koustav, kareen, zhining, chenchuan, clarisse, blah blah blah. had e gathering at fish & co glass house. good atmosphere, nice food and great pple= successful gathering!! keke. see, i'm talking nonsense le.. haven't have enough sleep for e past 2 days. =.= i'm gg to rest more. zonked out.  -i heart u both- -my sexy little boyo- -my all time fave girl- -cam whores-
.:sTella:. at 10:00 AM Monday, June 26, 2006
it was a blast last night! really enjoyed e company of so many friends whom i din see for a long long time. to charyl: HAPPY 21ST!! hope u enjoyed yest as much as i did. *even tho i strongly regret not being able to chuck u into e pool.. bah~* haha. went super early to help out with the decos n stuff and got to know her super-lame cousin Joseph. gosh. his jokes is really.....COLD.....REALLY!! keke. bbq was so good la. the food was like -yum yum- even tho most of us who were helping out with the bbq-ing din really eat much for a certain reason.(sick of even looking at the food sia) but the agar-agar made by charyl's mum was soooo nice! i'm gonna steal e recipe man. it was wiped out like super fast la. haha. seriously, looking at all e 21st i've gone to this yr, i've having this idea of not celebrating at all. look at all e planning that have to be done - e guest list, e venue, e caterer, etc. *confirm headache* haix. dilemma now. bah~ still tired now cos zzz at 3 yest. back to sleep! :p
.:sTella:. at 7:47 AM Saturday, June 24, 2006
i wonder. pondering over past times and future will-be(s) is not good at all. had a few sleepless nights and its wearing me out.. how many times did i actually regret not speaking up? and dat very person will soon be a little further away from me. n i'm gonna hit my head over this stupidity again. bah~ tml's charyl's big day. but stoopid brina n fer n joe r not going!!!!!!!! wad the fark. pple.. its just not nice u see.. bloody. damn pissed. pissed pissed pissed. n e worse thing is i'm broke. damn broke after all e stuff i got this month. i practically couldn't control myself and leapt at every spree n sales i laid my eyes on. the consequence? penniless. and my pay will only come in on july 28!! argh! how e hell am i going to survive. pple, please donate generously to 'Stella's foundation'!! ur help is much appreciated.. keke. boredom leads to lame n feeble jokes. i'm bored. =.=
.:sTella:. at 3:39 PM Thursday, June 22, 2006
eventful day man. woke up quite early to meet xuan to go to e mango sales. obviously we avoided e hugely populated town area and opted for marina square's newly opened flagship store. even tho we reached ard 10+, there was NO queue!! quite astonishing eh? wierd lor. n e best part is that there wasn't a major knockout crowd inside e store. amazingly, i saw debra and co. n they were already lugging bags of apparels. haha, see how kiasu s'poreans are? haha. there wasn't much to get cos the sale was mostly on basic stuff such as camis n tanks which we din wanna get. imagine e horror seeing everyone on e street wearing the exact same attire which screams MANGO!!! bah~ thank god we managed to get a couple of tops each tho, and for my mum as well who absolutely refused to join me for this "retarded shopping trip", so she says. bleah~ tsk. now we're awaiting next week for further reductions. haha. hopefully new stuff will come in n we'll have more to buy. haha. n now, my nails is a brand new colour. haha. fuschia! with sparkles!! imagine that. keke. new mood to go along with this new need change. :) ps: meeting xuan n allan tml. supposedly to celebrate his birthday. but we haven get anything yet!! bah~ haha. think will rush to get something tml aft just before dinner with them. grrr.. no idea wad to get. suggestions?
.:sTella:. at 5:21 PM Wednesday, June 21, 2006
yeah!! all e barang barang came in!! now i have new stuff to wear!! haha. i'm in an extremely good mood now. so pple, make any request and i'll oblige!! bah~ i try. meeting lester later. haven been seeing this guy for sooooo long! except for work. but dats like duh.. work. sucks. this week will seriously be dedicated to meet-ups. xuan, yiwei, allan, blah blah blah. haha. can't wait! n i'm gg clubbing with jonah tonight. *ps: jonah, i fulfilling my promise le k. stop harping.* anyone wanna tag along? sms me ba. haha. gotta get prepared for e tiring day ahead. ciaoz!!
.:sTella:. at 9:24 AM Monday, June 19, 2006
gee~ e day i await is finally here!! after today, its OFF day!! then we'll all go mai dong xi chi dong xi.. haha. i need some retail therapy. seriously. i have sooo many things on my shopping list. haha. *xuan, i will try to control. i promise. haha* N today's allan's 21st!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLAN!!! :) want another dunk in e pool? wahahaha.. oh, and lotsa stuff will start arriving from sprees i joined. oh so good. whee!! another thing that has been weighing on my mind. how much courage is needed for one to make choices? to choose even to say something that's been hidden in ur heart for gawd knows how long. and e option of just simply keeping it in wraps for a longer period of time. somehow, most pple will just hide the little secret. but wun it be painful n disheartening to do that. bah~ humans are complicated. esp in e relationship category. sucks either way.
.:sTella:. at 10:45 AM Sunday, June 18, 2006
i'm going pumps crazy!! geez. i got so many pairs of pumps and i added in my latest collection yest. keke. a pair of denim pumps!! i know pple are going to scream at me for buying more and more shoes. but its really nice n comfy k. haha. i swear. anyway, martini sucks. god knows why pple drink them. esp chocolate martini, it tastes like chocolate milk. horrible taste. bah~ we shall so drinking soon dears. we will. not martini n long island tho. i absolutely detest both. either way. yeeekksss!!! 2 more days to my off days. missing dat someone. very badly.
.:sTella:. at 10:26 AM Wednesday, June 14, 2006
whee!!! world cup! 3 games a day is making my dark eye circles come out. i think i shld sleep early. all my frens are betting their asses out la. wth. blardy rich now tho. keke.. treat!!! :)
.:sTella:. at 10:01 AM Monday, June 12, 2006
finally found time to update. tsk. been sooo busy this few days. working my ass off literally, esp when there's a new launch. but thankfully, i managed to find time to attend clarisse's 21st birthday party!!! saw quite a few pple which i haven seen for awhile. allan, lionel, jianqiang, winfrid, adeline, victor and KOUSTAV! yes basu mallick, finally!! hahaha.. had a great time seriously. but e hightlight of the day was when allan, lionel n e guys tot of dunking clarisse in e pool, together with her new DKNY watch!! thank god i was able to persuade to show me her (very nice new watch) n it avoided being spoilt on e very 1st day she wore it.;p apparently, allan succeeded in bluffing clarisse n pushing her in la. but little did he expect us to gang up n do him in oso. laff. yeah, i admit its my fault. i did e 1st push. but he din go in e pool straight! koustav had to carry his legs la. haha. dalalalalala.. all thruout e times we've known him, i think its e very 1st we time that we managed to trick him(bah~ allan, we're still more cunning than u. hahahahaha) n yeah, he DIN have a change of clothes with him. haha. bah~ and its e world cup now! seriously, watching some 'koyak' goals is bad enough. but to be awoken by e loud cheers below my void deck is horrid!!! dammit. n england sucks. i swear. bah~ 8 more days to my off day! can't wait. esp charyl's birthday is coming up! whooo~  - the peeps -
.:sTella:. at 8:42 AM Tuesday, June 06, 2006
oh so good. even just a simple get-together is so good. girlfriends r such treasures. muachx. had dinner n coffee with kuabie n yl. we just ordered n ordered n ordered. ate n ate n ate. such gluttons. n had so much fun even tho it was just like a couple of hours. my work n their skool schedule just always clashed n it made meeting up so much harder. sher, where e hell did u go? bah~ i simply can't wait for my off day. but its like still so far away! *sob*  - colgate moment -  look at all e junk food!!  -my girls-
.:sTella:. at 10:30 PM Sunday, June 04, 2006
i'm distraught. i'm tired. i'm stressed!! argh. its real nice ter see all my friends, kak-kaks n friends back at work. but everyday seems to be like a rush. n not to mention e stress piling up and loads n loads of paperwork to finish. goodness. i can hardly cope up anymore. cracking up real soon. but thankfully, i got to know some really nice pple offering help n stuff. to keon, u r a real pleasure to work with. cracking lame jokes n ur "korean" look which can 'dian si hen duo ah sao'.. keke. manis n brenda, love u guys soooooo much. haha. we r e cool ones at tangs la. i know. wahaha.. *hidden meaning.. u know wad i mean* yeah, i gotta perservere. yes i will. i promise. but for now, i'm going to bed. morning shift tml. ciaos. bless y'all! muackx
.:sTella:. at 10:10 PM Saturday, June 03, 2006
work. spree. work. spree. whee~ i'm having a "fun" time of my life. bah~
.:sTella:. at 12:03 AM Thursday, June 01, 2006
woke up superbly earlier in e morn. cos rei called me at 5 in e wee hours this morning, simply forgetting that he's in US and it morning here. but i couldn't sleep well oso. so no harm done. haha. i tot since exams ended i could enjoy myself n rest well. but i guess not. hmm. surprisingly, we talked about a lot of stuff, even subjects that we didn't cover when we were closer. but i assume the so-called growing-up-together relationship cannot be overlooked and i must admit, he still plays a huge part in my life even tho some things are not possible anymore. looking at the people ard me, i suddenly feel this helplessness that i haven felt in awhile. morals and the do(s) & don't(s) shape ur behaviour. but dun we all sometimes succumb to temptations and knowingly commit e mistake that we will come to regret it? maybe. maybe its just part and parcel of life that we have to go thru. it may sound a bit cliche, but its true. but till now, i haven made any choices that i would live to regret and i really hope it'll stay dat way. pray.
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