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Monday, November 27, 2006
i often wonder. life has been quite smooth sailing for me till now. but all of a sudden, everything comes crashing upon me. i believe the fact that i can get through these, with all my loved ones ard me. its hard to describe my mixed feelings right now. i just know, everything's are just not gonna be the same again. just as some relationships are. i heart my baby. lovelovelovelove
.:sTella:. at 10:02 AM Tuesday, November 21, 2006
can't get to slp at all. so many stuff been going thru my mind. its really in a whirl. i want to vent all my frustrations some where. but i can't seem to find an outlet to. i'm feeling so stifled, so 'xing ku'. i hope i can get to sleep soon. very soon
.:sTella:. at 4:27 AM Sunday, November 19, 2006
its been quite awhile since i updated. been busy recently with e hordes of birthdays and celebrations that i gotta attend. bah~ alrites, i'm finally legal. haha, kareen, yiwei, dre and co can't seem to forget to remind me i'm one of the last in the league to turn 21! ass! ffffff. keke. i can't wait for nus and ntu's exams to end. whee~~ lots to catch up with my peeps and gossip again. wahahah. was just talking to clar dat day. missed her so much! my baby dear dearest. -pout- can't time pass faster?!?!? grrrr. -rawr- till then, i just gotta make do. haix. will update e photos soon! -grins post note: met up with my baby dear and ah long and cheryl for dinner at the food fair at expo. really had a pleasant surprise when baby gave me an extremely cute tigger speaker for our 1st month. thanks baby, for remembering and for being there for me. HAPPY 1ST MONTH!!! muacks. =grins= i'm thankful for all those times together. i hope it'll always remain dat way. heart baby.
.:sTella:. at 2:14 PM Friday, November 10, 2006
went to ah jie's birthday celebration at labyrinth on wed. its was fun cos a couple of us managed to bond more and got closer. same interests and stuff. yay! happy 20th birthday ah jie!!! -tho i doubt he'll ever see this anyway- ahahha. next week, its gonna happen to me la. old le old le. dats bad. everything's just gonna go downslope frm the day i turn 21. to the big 3 and e disgusting 4 will follow suit. i'm not afraid to turn old. its just plain irritating. o ya, dat reminds me. buds, i'm not gonna hold anything. just dinner and a couple of pints or shots will do after ur exams ya? its really a chore la. u know wad i mean. poo. i can't wait actually. mah key mah key mah key! wahahha. i'm gonna be so busy next week. so peeps, will update when i can! whee!! to dre and ken. oh well, wad happened dat day was just like 10% of wad we're capable of right? hahha. bah~ u guys wanna come on e 15th where i'm having my celebration? revert back asap ya? *hugs*
.:sTella:. at 12:51 PM Wednesday, November 08, 2006
been conferencing with dre and jonah last night to the wee hours. we like all clamouring to give ideas to dre's 21st. but when it comes to our own, its like "nua".. keke. super lazy to think of the guest list, place, food and blah. and silly me just realised our little close knitted "goon" family could be so extended now man. :p dalalalala.. yawns. dead beat. why mus problems come in hordes and not one at a time? it sucks. bah~ to clwq, we all love u so much, hoping nt to see u hurt. still, it happened. it hurts me as bad when u're sad. but life has to go on, and u definitely must make a wise decision before anything worse happens. heart u dear. remember i'm always here when u need a listening ear. sighs.  =my paternal side family= at jeff's wedding at hilton
.:sTella:. at 9:06 AM Sunday, November 05, 2006
managed to meet up quite some pple over the past few days. its been awhile cos all the things happening is making me disoriented and lost. everyday's like every other day. study, going out and sleep. been trying to make myself absolutely tired everyday so that i can get to sleep when i get home at night. it feels like suddenly everything is so surreal and unnatural. bah~ dunno why, but i suddenly felt e fear that one day, i may be alone in this world. the need to solve problems by myself, to do things by myself...and to live life by myself. i can't bear the thought of that. maybe the boredom of being stuck at home on a Sunday is depressing. or maybe...i'm thinking too much. just a tad too deep for my miniscule brain.
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