i guess sometimes. just sometimes. things dun turn out the way you wanted it. the tears just fell when she told me about it. we were so close, but yet sometimes, i feel like im nothing to her, to them. just someone available at the point of time. the sense of disappointment seems abit for me to take. i bore the happiness and anticipation to be able to share smth with them. but somehow, it just fell apart. i really cant take this kind of emotions. it swells up so much i'm not able to take it. why must it happen to me. must be karma.