i sat by the beach trying to find out why things turn out like that. i guess watching the sunrise made me just a tad better. the world goes on, life goes on, everyone around you moves on with their life. i realized for a sec that i really shouldn't take things too hard. no one stay beside you too long. even though i'm fully awake for almost 48hrs, i dont seem to be tired. maybe just mentally. sometimes, we just need someone to be beside us. but look around, who's actually there? i found out i'm numb from all the things happening around me. but then, there are some good tidings as well. god's fair. bless y'all.