Thursday, September 17, 2009

i realised i always turn to writing posts when im down. when i feel upset abt something and i have no one to talk to. advices are always turned on deaf ears; and it doesnt seem to help when you have no absolute support or backups in whatever you are doing. Many times i've been thinking, whether should or should not, yes or no. but it still hinges on that very strand of line i cant see at all. i am still very much afraid of previous incidents. still very much cowering behind. but still. this very fact doesnt help in anything at all. im just down. really down. and i dunno when its gonna be up. no vague hints of it any time soon.

.:sTella:. at 7:52 PM


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