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Saturday, February 28, 2009
i sat by the beach trying to find out why things turn out like that. i guess watching the sunrise made me just a tad better. the world goes on, life goes on, everyone around you moves on with their life. i realized for a sec that i really shouldn't take things too hard. no one stay beside you too long. even though i'm fully awake for almost 48hrs, i dont seem to be tired. maybe just mentally. sometimes, we just need someone to be beside us. but look around, who's actually there? i found out i'm numb from all the things happening around me. but then, there are some good tidings as well. god's fair. bless y'all.
.:sTella:. at 8:44 PM Friday, February 27, 2009
i guess sometimes. just sometimes. things dun turn out the way you wanted it. the tears just fell when she told me about it. we were so close, but yet sometimes, i feel like im nothing to her, to them. just someone available at the point of time. the sense of disappointment seems abit for me to take. i bore the happiness and anticipation to be able to share smth with them. but somehow, it just fell apart. i really cant take this kind of emotions. it swells up so much i'm not able to take it. why must it happen to me. must be karma.
.:sTella:. at 10:34 PM Sunday, February 15, 2009
omg la. i haven updated in ard 2 months?! hmm.. haha. been really doing nuthing these 2 months. working and playing is my life. as for now. haha. went thru quite abit. saw pple for the way they are; attended some people's important occasions such as birthdays and weddings; got into my 1st ever brawl; etc etc. i would be heading to work in my aunt's company which means i'm gg to resign my work soon. i'll really miss the kids in SAS and CIS. but i guess that's life. okayy. enough of the crap. now for some photos!!      the groups of people i really love. they're always there for u.
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